Away On Hiatus

Whoaaaa...

It's been a while since I posted up something..

Had a wonderful time these past 3 weeks..

With all the Literature Play going on, road trips and so on..

Sadly to say, I would be on hiatus for a while..

Want to focus more on my finals..

Wish me well, and have a good day ahead of you =D


P/S - Happy Labour Day to all the workaholic workers..*although, I'm a day late* =D

I Bought The Tickets!!!!

Hoyeaaahhhh =D

Finally bought the tickets at the pre-sale at Time Square yesterday =)

'' I'm all smiling ear to ear with the redemption card =D ''

What did I bought?

I bought U-Kiss tickets!!!!

Although it costs a fortune, it's somewhat a treat for my birthday and all the hard work of studying =D

*claps claps*

I couldn't attend VGL this weekend, as I have to cram my studies for the incoming tests..

 '' Seeing the boys LIVE in action =D ''

Never mind, at least I have a replacement concert now =D


P/S - My first EVER concert in my 22 years of living..feeling all psyched up and excited all ready..I don't give a hoot if you think they are lame..they're STILL effing rich..Are you??..Bwwweekkk =D

I Am Partially Healthy

Yeahhhhh...alhamdulillah...

I am partially healthy again =D

Partially?!?!?

Well, good news is, my tonsils are not swelling anymore..

Which is a good thing..

Only the phlegm remains..

I'm gonna go buy U-Kiss tickets tomorrow!!!

As a late birthday treat for myself =D

Going to start working on my Reader Response assignment today..

Hopefully would be finishing it up by tomorrow..


P/S - Suddenly realized that I have approximately A MONTH before finals =D

Going For Re-Checkup

Throat is still throbbing..

Going for re-checkup again today after supplies of antibiotics had been cut out..

Ohh..the agony...

Am taking the MC for the day...

Ohhh well =)

Until then..

Throat PMS-ing

This is by far, the worst ever sore throat in my life history..

It's effing itchy..

It makes me want to scratch my throat out...

It 'emits' gooey greenish phlegm whenever it likes..

My antibiotics supply is running low..

And it's still not getting any better..

Conclusion????

I'm super screwed T^T

Still Recovering

With all the sickness floating around..

I still can manage..

Currently staying alone in the hostel..

Doesn't irk me anyways..

Used to it...

Humm..wonder what I'll be having today for lunch..

Guess it would be porridge again..

Haven't eaten anything solid for the past 4 days...

Can feel the body getting lighter =D

P/S - My tonsils are getting bigger T^T

Dying

I am officially down!!!

My tonsil is killing me..

It made me down with high fever..

I HAD to skip the second class of ESL which came after Literature class this morning..

It was TOO MUCH for me to bear..

I was wearing thick sweaters, but still, I felt cold on the insides, and SUPER HOT on the outside =(

It was a relief that the report on Pengajian Malaysia had been handed in earlier this morning..

I had to literally drag my way back to the hostel as I didn't drive to the faculty..

Brought some sufficient amount off Fried Mee Hoon to last through the night..

Felt like going to the clinic but was TOO sick to drive..

I can't even see properly as my eyes were hot and watery..

Some food, Panadol and Rhino Cooling Water should be sufficient for now..

Until then, I'm off tto la-la land..

P/S - Can't even finish my usual portion of breakfast..Ate only a quarter of it..Wow..my fever is REALLY bad =(..Wondering how many days it would take to recover..

Tonsils

I am having tonsil!!!!!

Well, just ONE tonsil...

But still, the agony is like having 3, or 4 T^T

I can't swallow properly, to even drink plain water can be such a pain in the arse..

I get irritated more faster *ya laaahh, I ate more less than I usually do*

Am having so many pending assignments to be done..

Slowly..slowly, Im crawling to settle them all one by one..

With the upcoming play in 2 weeks time, this month is going to be one heck of a ride..

Whining would NOT be tolerated =D

Got to start typing away my report on the Historical Places review..

P/S - Dear tonsil, please go away, I need my power boost of concentration..You can come back visit me after that ok =D

Sigh?

Is going to meet up the folks at Concorde Shah Alam for some family issues..

Too tired to drive..

Am having a sore throat..

Saw some few new bruises on the legs and body...

Makes me think I lack sufficient nutrients in my body =D

Pffftt...

Right~ =D

 '' I need an umbrella just in case the weather gets out of hand ''

Excessive Bakso Is Hazardous

I'm down with a sore throat..

Why?

Last night, I had Bakso for dinner accompanied with Lime Juice..

'' Bakso @ Meatball Vermicilli  Soup ''

Because it was raining heavily, I wanted something hot and spicy..

Due to my excessive, too excessive kamikaze brain, I poured in THREE..

YES!!!! THREE!!! of the SPICY SAUCE into my Bakso..

How did my Bakso looked like in the end??

I swear I couldn't see the very bottom of it..

Hahahahaha..

The food was surely damn HOT and SPICY I tell you =)

I was sweating like heck when its still rains outside..hahahaha

And now, Im down with a sore throat..

Me, and my genius antics...

Pfftt =D

So, much for being 22 =D

Im Older And Wiser Babeh

Heyya..heyya...

Phewww...It's the day after the big day already =D

I had the most memorable birthday ever of my life..

On that day alone, me and Mr Rascal went out for some food hunting all around KL..

We ate a LOT..well, it's me all the time anyways =D

I ate...*drumrolls drr drr drr*..

1. Taco's + Nachos
2. Chicken Vermicelli Soup Noodle (Mi Sup Ayam)
3. Char Kuey Teow
4. Hainan Chicken Rice
5. Cendol
6. Egg Rojak

Yes.. I ate all of them ALL OF THEM =D

Ehehehehehehe..I have a bottomless tummy..

Mr Rascal was sweet enough to drive me practically everywhere.. =D *happy happy*

Went to our usual hanging out spot, Ikano+Ikea+e@Curve+Curve...

Hanged out at the pet shop in Ikano for ages..

Ogling at the cute cats and dogs..

'' I want a dog!!!! Can???? The Doberman Pinscher looks cute =D '' I said to Mr Rascal

'' Sure..sure..I'll get you one *pats my head* '' he replied

Thank you for sticking up with my childish behavior =D

I had many beautiful beatiful wishes from my friends, colleagues and facebook friends..

Thanks guys, I really appreciate it..

P/S - I have a presentation today..Hope It'll run smoothly =D..Mr Rascal bought me a book called Fish..I love it..Thank you =D

My tummy is getting sick from all the food I ate last night..bwahahahahaha

Its Nearing The Big Day

A lot had happened lately..

Such drama..

I tend to ignore it anyways..as always..

Ain't worth my time..

I learned a lot from my previous experiences..

I tend to be nice once in a while *well, most of the time actually =D*, but I COULD also give cold shoulders sometimes too =)

Tomorrow's the big day..It doesn't bother me that much tho..

I mean, birthdays are just birthdays..

They come and go every year..

Maybe it's a bit sad as the number keeps increasing, but heck, it's just numbers..duhhh...

It doesn't really matter if I am celebrating it or not..

Usually, when the so called special day arrives, my tummy would churn like heck, and I feel like vomiting T^T

Why? Im clueless a well here..

Nervousness? Eeeecckkk..why would I??

Guess I need some time to let myself loose..

Been tired lately..

Imagine if I hadn't taken all the supplements and vitmains...

I'll practically fall dead asleep on the floor from exhaustion before past noon!!!

Life's been one roller coaster ride..

No surprise tho, its my final semester, and chunks of works keep piling, and deadlines around the corner to meet..

My poor poor Lappy-chan *my lappy as you can guess* nearly DIED..NEARLY!!!

Im glad you din't die on me baby, or I'll drop dead on the spot!!!

All the assignments and notes in there =D

My birthday wish this year is for everyone to stop giving me major headaches for me to decide their goddamn lives..*me, giving advice is fine with me..me, deciding what to do so on and so forth for YOUR LIFE is a BIG NO NO*

Tired la weyhhh...

Sounds selfish??

I well DESERVE to be selfish don't you think???

P/S - I love myself and I miss my girls..Oiii Teha, Nadt, Jess, Yaya when are we gonna catch some girly moments together????..enuff said =D

Im Beat

Heyya!!!

Just came back from Kuantan..

Vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahaha..kidding, it was for my research paper...well, still, could be considered as a vacation..

Would be updating more often after this..

Been abandoning my poor dusty blog for a while now..

What to do..I've been busy =D

Later y'all =)

VGL tickets Are Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want those effing tickets!!!

Sob..sob..

Well, it doesn't cost THAT much as I was expecting..

The cheapest seats would be RM83, while the uber ones costs RM283...

Could someone donate the tickets for me?

I'd be happy =D

Would be smashing my piggy bank soon.. =)

Tickets just went on sale today...Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Yeah, Im here, Im Here

Its been a while since I post up anything on this dusty page..

*cough*cough*

I've been very very very busy..

Had been juggling with personal problems, study time, and massive loads of assignments, presentations and tests..

It's all in a life of a student  =)

Checked my calender and..damn..

My birthday is just around the corner..

Made me realized..that I forgot my own birthday T^T..

Lame =___=''  *sob*sob*

Birthday's are just birthday's..no difference to me..

It would fall on Thursday, so I'm guessing, I'll be stuck in class and swimming my way through the piles of assignments..

Oh, some even had asked me what I wanted for birthday..*if it wasn't for you guys, I'd totally forgotten my birthday was around the corner*

Well, I WANT.................................

Uhhhh..

I don't know!!!! T^T   

I don't really want anything...

I have needs, but when it comes to wants, I'm a totally utterly a dimwit...

I may ramble I want a PSP, or I want a new laptop, but I don't need those stuff I guess..

I can manage to use whatever I've got..

Call me plain if you want me too..

But I just don't care..

I ain't going to nag if I don't have a fancy handbag..

I ain't going to whine, if I don't dine in famous restaurants..

I ain't going to get mad if I don't receive super expensive presents for my birthday..

Simply said, give me something I CAN USE =D

Easy right =)

Well, it's my off-day today, no class and all...

Later, am going to bazaar with my housemates =)

P/S - Will try to update more =D

On Hiatus Again

Would be on hiatus for a while..

Sorry guys, I have too many things on my plate right now...

That would spill any moment soon..

Damn, coping is seriously HARD work.. T^T

All the drama is gonna make my head split...

Registration course on the line...
Certain people giving me fucked up time..ignore!!! =D
Assignments piling up..

FELT LIKE STABBING SOMEONE IN THE GUT WITH A KNIFE

Give me some space would you????

I can't hardly breath..

Its bad enough my boat isn't 'stable' enough =__=''

Stop, for once, stop leaning on me for 5 minutes!!!

Just 5 goddamn minutes..sob..sob..

FCUK!!!!!

Success Generate RM100 Just By Log In FB

I just generated RM100 by just updating my Facebook status..

Neat huh!!!

My small step towards financial freedom =)

Alhamdulillah, my efforts had paid off =D

Anyone interested?

Im finding enthusiastic people to pass down my knowledge

I'll be glad to guide you..

If I can do it, so can you!!!

P/S - Anyone interested? Msg me through my FB or email =) I'll try to entertain your curiousity A.S.A.P

Out~

Shining In Style Y'all

I have an interesting uber cool website I've found on the net recently...

It's a JEWELLARY ONLINE STORE!!!

WAIT!!!! Hear me out..

It's NO ORDINARY shop I tell you..

I was skeptical of the site itself at first, but when I saw the WHOLE range of jewellary, be it customed or from the range itself..I personally FELL in LOVE with each and everyone of them..

The shop specializes in cultured freshwater and saltwater pearls, precious and semi-precious gemstones, and precious metals..

They have a WIDE range of RINGS, PENDANTS, and EARRINGS..yeayy..

Just look at some of my personal favourites =D

Black + White Enamel Eternity Band

Amethyst Wonder Pendant

Jet Black Enamel Breeze Ring

Pearl Drop Earrings

What I love about this store is they are shopper friendly..In what way???

Well, for starters, they educate buyers on the Jewellary Basics..

Then, they also expose buyers on the History of Jewellary, Gemstones Guide, Metals Guide, How to store Jewellary, How to clean Jewellary and the MOST IMPORTANT of all, the Jewellary Buying Guides..

Neat right? I personally think you don't have to be a buyer yourself to then know these kind of things..

It's no harm checking out this uber cool website right..

And the price is AFFORDABLE too..They even SLASHED OUT PRICES for buyers to own their favourite piece =)

Here's the link for the shop CLICK ME =D..

You could do me a BIG favour by signing up the competition =)
Do tell me your favourites after visiting the site ok..

P/S - A hanky panky easy way out site that offers jewellary for those special moments!!! *pssst, especially Valentine's around the corner*

Out~

Hiatus

I would be on hiatus until the mid of February due to some business I have to attend to =D

Until then =)

Take care

Out~

Tribute To The Late Sultan Johor

Yesterday, while I was eating my sweet corn stick in front of the Tube, watching Fullmetal Alchemist, the announcement bar that was scrolling below caught my immediate attention..

Yes, it was confirmed, that current Sultan (ruler) Johor had passed away..

And following later on that night, news about him was the main highlights for each station..

Heard from rumours that the late Sultan was sick..but didn't know it was fatal..

But he lived a good life of 77 years..nearly 3 decades of ruling the Johor state..

Its a rich and fulfilling life if you ask me..

So, the whole day today, me and the whole lot sat down, and watch the burial ceremony that was telecasted live on National TiVo..

Not trying to be rude or sarcastic here, it's not everyday a royal blood passes away..

This is the only chance where we, normal citizens have the oppurtunity to learn their lifestyle..aside from their luxurious marriage that is..*and also have a sneak peek into that gigantic castle of theirs*

The ceromony was surely a long one..and rich with cultural ethics..

It started at 11am and ended around 4pm..

All people from walks of lime came by to the castle to pay their last respect to the late Sultan..

Even the King Mizan and the Queen came by to pay their last respect to the late Sultan's family..

It was heart warming to see King Mizan (who just underwent a knee surgery in Germany and STILL recovering) in crutches smiling away and paid condolence to the late Sultan's family..

I could see it hurts as he was seen a few times on TiVo shifting his weight on his left leg *the right one was injured*..and to top it off, he DID NOT even SIT for even a moment..applause to you monsieur..

Learned a lot today from the ceremony, could see even royal bloods grief in sorrow for the passing of their own kind..

All would be better..Insyaallah..

Farewell my dear Ruler, may you rest in peace eternally there..Amin =)

Out~

Home Sweet Home

Yeah!!!!!

Im home again..

Its been a while since I post up anything..

Came back JB on last Saturday..

The flight was delayed yet again..

Was expected to board the plane at 9.15pm..

And yet, I boarded half an hour late..

The irony was, we were expected to land at 10.45pm..

But somehow, the pilot 'managed' to fly the bird and landed at JB around 10.15pm..

I tell you, the pilot must have speed like heck and crossed the speed limit..*what do you expect, Im in the last flight, the pilot must have been sleepy+tired already..poor thing*

Lucky they're aren't any 'flying cops' up there..=D

Yeessshhh..

Had done nothing much recently except washed my dirty clothes I brought back, tidied the house a bit, and went back to Granny's house..

I even hadn't brought back even a single book *beaming with pride for no reason =D*

Am waiting for my sister, Pqa to finish up her finals tomorrow and come back home..

P/S - Heard my results would be out next week..Ohhh...whatever...Im too in the mood of relaxing to care frantically *yawn*..

Out~

My Car Got Pawned

Hello again earthlings =D

Am currently loafing, lazing around MMU Cyberjaya, in my sister's room..

Packed up my stuff..

Would depart to the airport at 6pm..

Flight would be at 9pm..

Im too lazy to go earlier than 6pm..

As I have to wait there, alone, and bored out of my mind.. =D

Have I told you that my car, Savvy-chan got pawned recently??

Meaning, 'he' was hit by some dumb driver who took off..

It happened just 2 days ago, when I was taking the third paper, LSS..

Me and my housemate, Yaya was heading out for dinner that night, when one of my college mate pointed out to me the 'scratch' on my car...

I was effing surprised by the so-called scratch that wasn't even there that same noon I returned from lunch after my paper..T^T

'' Ohh my poor baby T^T ''

I really don't understand how the fella literally COULD NOT SEE my car!!!!

I mean, its GREEN for crying out loud!!!!!

I totally would understand if its dark in colour, but it's EFFING GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some people really drive with their knees stuck in between their legs...aihhhh...

To make things simple, I already sent the car to the workshop recommended by a trusted friend =D

I'll be picking the car up in 2 weeks time..

Until then..

Out~

P/S - Could smell the breeze of hometown =D

Banzai!!!!!

Horayyyyy!!!!

Exams are finally over...

Woot..this calls for a celebration =D
Couldn't update the day before as my Mozilla PMS-ed AGAIN on me..

I do not know what's wrong with it T_T

I'll try patching it up when I get back home..

Am currently now in MMU Cyberjaya, hanging out with my sister, Pqa, for the night..

Gotta catch a plane to JB tomorrow night which is why I am making 'home' in MMU =D

Ohhh..as for the finals, alhamdulillah, things went out smoothly..

Hopefully, I'll be scoring 4 A's this semester..Amin =D

After the last paper, Phonology, we had our last task together, which was a karaoke session with Mr K (our adorable Listening+Speaking Skills lecturer)..

The task was simple..

Sing a song, be it a grouping karaoke session, or individual, you get 10% extra marks for the coursework

Tempting right!!!! =D

We all did it anyways..after the whole class sang, Mr K sang Man Bai's 'Kau Ilhamku', which was a beautiful ballad..ohh..and accompanied by his handsomely-sexy white Fender..Rawwwrrrr =D

Some of us shed tears when we sang the song, as it reminds us of the bittersweet life we endured this semester..

We parted ways after the karaoke session..and off to respective hometown destinations..

Will be eagerly wating you all in 2 weeks time!!!!
Have a fun and safe holidays =D

P/S - Sent my car to the workshop already =D..Is trying to view the partial eclipse but its too cloudy..too bad =__=''

Out~

2 Touchdowns, 2 More To Go

Zzzzzzzz...

Just woke up from the so-called nap of 10 minutes..

That got lengthy *cough*cough* to a well....ummmm  nearly 2 hours 'nap'..

Ahaaaaa..not my fault =D

I didn't get any proper rest these couple of days...

I kept waking up in the middle of the night...must be the adrenaline rush kicking in due to the exams T__T

Ok, back to the finals...

So today's paper was Intermediate Grammar...

It was pretty easy, but utterly confusing..Yes!!!

That's a problem I might say..

You see, when things go down too easy, every possible answer in the booklet seems to be the perfect answers...

Which is NOT GOOD!!!! @__@

Well, did my best tho..

So let us hope for the best..

Tomorrow's paper could be safely described as 'a breeze' *no..no..not trying to be arrogant here*...

If you could only see the notes for the paper tomorrow..

Ohh..it's the Listening and Speaking Skills paper by the way..

I only have literally 3 piece of paper...YES!!!

ONLY 3 PIECE to be read =D

With the killer paper Phonology on que the next two days, I have to slot my time like crazy for tonight..

I guess I'll get my peace when the Phonology paper is over =)

P/S -Freedom is on the way =)...Stand still qla!!!! Hoyeaaaaahhhh =D

Out~

Phewwwww, One Down

Wooootttt!!!!

One paper down, three more to go =D

Overall, the paper was do-able =)

A few bumps here and there, but I could still manage them..

Today's paper was purely theoretical..

The Academic Reading Skills paper..

Among one of the most dreaded paper of all 4 papers..

I have 2 dreaded papers on my list..

One of them is today's paper..

And the next is Phonology..

That would be commencing on Thursday, 140110..

Yes, it IS the last paper..*sigh*

Hopefully, everything would go out as planned..

P/S - Tomorrow would be Intermediate Grammar....Better start swallowing the dictionary for powerful vocabs =)

Out~

I Am Ofiicially Brain-Fried

We meet again..

I literally do not have anything to post up..

Cause apparently, my brain is fried, pruned, busted..call it whatever you want..

It is soo bad, that I can't even remeber the day today, or what date it is..

Lucky I still remember my name..

Ehh, do I now?? =D

I feel like vomitting everything I ate for the past 24 hours..

Am beginning to have multiple shots of headaches...

Must be the constant pressure of memorizing I did for 4 hours straight this morning..

So, to avoid excessive damage to my poor brain, I am taking a break and loosening up..

Yeah, by blabbing here..and scribbling lil angel wings on my past year papers..Lame!!!!

So, yeah, tomorrow's paper is purely theoritical, which is why I am cramming my head off T^T

At 9am..morning..got to wake up early tomorrow, stuff  few buns down my throat *I am bad at eating breakfast..tend to eat breakfast+lunch=blunch together..save maaa!!!!*, and off I go to the 'war zone'..

Roaaaarrrrr =D

Hopefully, everything would go on smoothly, I'll keep updating the whole week *If I could* in order to keep my sanity in check =D

Nyaaaa...pray for my success =D


P/S - Renewed my road tax!!! Savvy-chan is 'officially' halal on the roads again!!!..Me, happy =D

Out~

Scared Shitless

I have 3 tests today!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Homaigod!!!!

Im freaking nervous T^T

I got a Speaking Presentation on marriage this 10.30am..on POLYGAMY..O__________o *Im not even married*

A backup test *cause the whole class screwed on the last test * on Reading Skills T^T

And last but not least, Intermediate Grammar on 8pm consisting of 60 questions *Its a shame the lecturer didn't decide to give 100 of those ''sarcastic''*

Gotta run~

Later =)

Out~

Does Time Really Heals The Pain?

After a few days of intensive training, finally, the play was staged yesterday!!!

Beauty & The Beast =)

It was the best moment ever..

After the play, I was overwhelmed by relief..

I should right?

We started practicing for the final act from 2.30pm till 7pm NON-STOP!!

Talk about craziness for perfection =)

Naaaaahhh...we just wanted it to go out smoothly as we want to =)

But in truth, when the curtain rises, everything went haywire..hahaha..

Forgetting lines..

Too much pauses..

And inaudible speech towards the audience (yes, they were audiences)..

But hey, flaws are intentional..we a re just a bunch of amateurs trying to perform.. =)

The lecturer was proud of our efforts and commented on us..

But sadly, the downfall was (well, rather for me of course) I had a 'slight misunderstanding' with someone in particular..

It was soo bad that 'that person' didn't even want to look at my face..

It's alright, I forgive you..

I never blamed anyone for it..except myself..

I'll try to work it out soon..

Honestly, it's the worst feeling ever..

But, in the end, I had to continuously smile and just don't make others feel sorry or guilty towards me..

It's alright guys..I understand the situation..

I really don't know what to do..I have literally no one to talk to..

I kept everything to myself..And just smile..

Hoping the pain would subside..Hoping..

Hope..

A funny word..

I wonder how much times I've hoped before..

How many times I've hoped and repeatedly been let down..

Im tired...

I'll just wait here in this spot..and not move..

I'll walk again when I feel ready..

That day would come..

I hope..

Out~

Looooooooong Week Ahead

Woke up super duper early today..

6 am!!!! =D

And it was super freaking cold....Brrrrrrr *imagine Coca Cola shivering style =D*

It rained cats and dogs the previous night..

Studied for tomorrow's reading test after Subuh prayers..

I'll try to update more often..I'LL TRY..why??

Because I'll be having a very very loooooooooooooong week this week..

NO...NO..

I'm NOT exaggerating  y'all =D

Ok, let me share my list to do things for this week shall we =)

TUESDAY 050110

Test 2 (Academic Reading Skills)
Presentation-Musical Play (Phonology)

WEDNESDAY 060110

Test 2 (Phonology)
Test 1+ Test 2 + Article Review (Intermediate English Grammar)

THURSDAY 070110

Test 2 (Listening+Speaking Skills)
Presentation (Listening+Speaking Skills)

Yeahh..I know T^T

It would be one hell of a week..

And to top things off, my finals would begin on the 110110..

I'm scared okey....VERY VERY SCARED =D

Can't afford to screw this semester's finals..

Chaiyo..chaiyo..

P/S - New year resolution 2010 shall be postponed to after the finals..hehehe =D

Out~

Ungrateful Bastards

Sometimes, in life, things aren't that smooth sailing as you want them to be..

Well, mine too..

I've trained myself not to be TOO dependent on others..

Either physically, and especially mentally..

Let's face it..

Only our skin colour's the same, but not our hearts..

One might be pure white..while the other, black as coal..

But nobody can see each other's right???

Not trying to spread hatred or negative vibes to anyone..

But sometimes, being nice to people, is not worth it..

Well, Mom always tell me that we do good to others not for the sake of being repaid upon..

Because my siblings and I were brought up in that mentality, we seldom fight among us..

And I'm thankful for that upbringing..

Despite all the back-stabbing and hatred going on, especially in campus life, all around me, it taught me to be more calm and composed to handle sticky situations.. =D

And for that, I thank you Mom..

Back to my situation here, somehow, I don't know..

People always tend to take advantage of my so-called kindness..

I'm not saying I'm that good or angelic in manner..

But, can't you be at least grateful..

Look around you!!!

Don't simply find other people's mistakes...correct yourself first before you do others..

Sometimes, I wonder, maybe, my kindness and showing love to others, isn't welcomed from the beginning..

Mr Rascal always told me to take care of myself first before taking care of others..

But what happens know is, I ALWAYS..ALWAYS..place myself second before others..

Haiihhh...

Its a real pain in the arse when you have to adapt in situation like these..

Around ungrateful bastards...why I harshly named them bastards?

Because, people like these, tend to fake a smile in front of you, say sweet things at your face, and later, when you turn around for a slight moment, they either bad-mouth you, or stab you from behind...

Neat huh..so, to sum them up, they are better referred as BASTARDS =D

I don't need gifts or money to compensate what I did for you..

Just a mere honest smile, and a thank you is more than enough for me..

If you are what you claimed to be a GOOD FRIEND, do correct if I went astray..

I'm human too..I tend to make mistakes..Be cocky and arrogant once in awhile..

Advice me..I can take it..No worries..

But too bad, that is hardly to happen..

Safe to say...

'' We live in a world full of hypocrisy..May Allah protect me from the worst that could happen ''

P/S - Can't believe my 100th post would be this type of post..Full of emotions and angst *drama queen* =D..Congratulations on me 100th post!!! <3

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New Year Resolution

Ahaaaa...

Not yet accomlished =D

Sorry..been busy *puhihihi*

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Brief Celebration

Happy 2010 people!!!!

=D

I personally feel this 2010 would bring me 1001 great things to come..Amiin =)

Had the chance to see the spectacular view of fireworks..

Celebration!!! Celebration!!

The pyro effects were awesome..

Not yet scribbled down my new year resolution..aiihhhh..

Until then =D

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