Tidur Tepi Parit

Dah 5 hari aku tak dapat tidur secare betul..I dont mind though..Aku baru habis the so-called 'honeymoon'..sumpah imbar (pinjam ayat sang jejake..kalau salah spell..maaf)..

Pastu, as the result, hamek kau!!! Isnin=HARI TIDUR SEDUNIA!!!

Aku settle makan ubat 'meth', aku tidur dari 1pm smpai 6.30pm..kalau bukan sebab mase tue petir, sumpah aku tanak bangon..

Fyi..aku takut kilat..sebab aku ade sejarah kene panah petir..dan ye..aku masih hidop..

Mungkinkah aku ade 9 nyawe macam the so-called cat??? Naaaahhh >__<

Aku letih gile tahap dewa sampaikan aku rase pavement di tepi longkang sebelah fakulti sangat tempting..yeah I know it sounds..uhmm...like KEPALE HOTAK KO !! TEPI LONGKANG???? WHAT THE FCUK??!!!

Yeah..aku masih waras..*cough*waras lah sangat*cough*..tapi bile dah jadi situasi yang sangat sebegini..

Sumpah aku boleh buat the most outragous, idiotic, pathetic, bla..bla..bla...things..

Desperate measures kan? Lalalaala..

Ohh mate ku yang ngade2...sila lah tutop mate!!..Aku nak tidor..uuuuhh *sob*sob* T__T

Kurang rehat+Lapar+PMS=Cranky qla=Qla yang gila=Cepat snap

*Mari bernyanyi ramai2 lagu Dead and Gone* lalalala (ape releven disini?? Ntah..Suke aku lah >_<)

Out~

Patutkah Aku Rasa Sedih

Baru sampai JB semalam..Yang dasyat nye, dalam bas Plusliner tue, aku sorang je perempuan..

Chop..let me re-phrase that...

AKU SEORANG SAHAJA PENUMPANG!!!! DAN AKU PEREMPUAN!!!!!

I was freaking scared!!! Hello!!! Aku ade ilmu silat setinggi mane pon, kalau kene hentak dengan lelaki, aku tumbang jugak!!! T___T

Ohhh...Sebelom aku terlupe...

SILE JANGAN TENGOK BLOOD:THE LAST VAMPIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUMPAH SAMPAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was soo freaking pissed off with the movie sampaikan aku speechless bile cerite habis..Aku memang devoted fan of vampire flick..And aku memang anticipated cerita ini..Tapi..Ya Rabbi!!!!
Aku asyik menguap dalam wayang...Aku kecewe ok..

Rating???? o.5/5..Aku bagi pon sebab kesian kat Saya yang banyak lompat2 atas bumbung..

= Cliche!!! (Father got killed by the evil vilain-ness turns out to be the mother)
= Tak masuk akal T___T (Mere mortal kene bakar, campak dalam gaung, campak dalam air..tak mati2..jadah!!!)
= Macam budak2 (graphic scenes yang level kanak2...watsup Sony..*more like Tony*..takkan lahh darah memancut slow effects keluar mcm pebbles???? oohh..dont 4get my most favourite!!! Onigen punye "bearded blood'')

Back to my story *terlajak jauh bercerite*

Aku dapat panggilan dari member clan, mase dalam bas..Alhamdulillah, dapat jugak die habiskan diploma dia...

Im really happy for her..Tapi kenape tetibe aku rase bitter semacam eh?? Kenape aku rase macamtu? Rase macam nak menangis..Aku tak tipu..tapi tahan aje..

'' Takpe qla, bangon pelan2 ye..mase kau akan sampai jugak...repair dulu kepak kau yang tengah koyak..mcamane nak terbang kalau kepak tak stabil?'' my inner-self berkate....

'' Ya Allah...bertimpe betul dugaan kau bagi dekat aku..tabahkanlah aku ''

Abang Jai (the Plusliner driver guy) was a Johori-ian..Mule2 aku cuak jugak nak borak2 dengan die..Tapi die memang baik..nasihat aku macam2..aku lege jumpe orang baik in this infested evil world...

Semalam, aku mengambil keputusan untuk disable-kan masa silam aku untuk aku pergi jauh...Abg Jai kate aku bukan jenis mengalah..tapi strings from the past selalu hold me back..ikat aku untok tak pergi jauh..buatkan aku selalu terpandang belakang untuk ingat semule kenangan2 yang pahit...buat aku rase guilty..dan rase tak confident..betol kate die..

*fyi* Abg Jai is somewhat can read people's characterization whis was all true..

Aku mampu pergi jauh..aku tahu..feeling envy of other's success is a positive thing..
I have more in life to offer..

Maybe masenye dah tiba untuk aku crumble downkan my so-called- mask and loosen up a bit...
Lying to everyone..and most of all..
Lying to myself..

Proof to others Qla, that you are one of those rare gems that takes a long time to be polished, but turns to be the most shiniest of all~ =)

Peraturan Sang Lelaki

Hye people of earth!!!

Aku terjumpa this incredible funny comel post on one of my favorite blogs that Im following..

http://kandunganisihatiillmie.blogspot.com/

Tell me what you think..Aku rase ade betulnye jugak post ini..

NO OFFENCE LADIES!!!!

So, enjoy ok, and tell me what you think =)

The Man Rules

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down .Finally, the guys' side of the story. I(must admit, it's pretty good.)

We always hear“the rules" from the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are our rules!

Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..

1. Christopher Columbus did NOTneed directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it willbe scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine ... Really

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as FOOTBALL or motor sports.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape.Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.


P/S - Perut aku sakit sebab ketawa tergolek2 baca the so-called Men Rules..=)

Drama Melayu Tidak Berkesudahan

Aku baru sahaje balik dari makan burger telur di tepi longkang FLS (Faculty of Language Studies)..ye!!! di tepi longkang FLS..so?????

Hahahaha..aku tengah kusut kepale jugak sebab masalah yang agak rumit dan aku tak tahu macamne nak selesaikan..Nasib aku baik terjumpe satu listener yang hanye diam dan tidak judge aku..Thanx...I need that..Aku terasa sedikit happy ^-^ makan burger telur di tepi longkang sambil bercerita kekusutan yang membuatkan aku rasa nak meletup...

Assignment writing aku dah settlekan, draft sahaje lah..esok aku kene pastikan semua siap bertulis sebelum di hantar Khamis minggu ini...

Hidup aku sekarang bahagie betul...kawan2 yang seronok dan menggembirekan, keadaan sekeliling yang agak menenangkan walaopon jaoh dari penempatan *cough*panas nak mati*cough*..hahahaha =)

Ohh..ohh...aku kene gosok baju, esok kelas 8.30 pagi..malas nak kelam kabot...mungkin lepas ini, aku akan tulis 2, 3 kali seminggu..alah..hari2 tulis bosan kot..lagipon tak seronok hari2 korang nak hadap laptop/tablet pc/desktop/handphone canggih manggih korang kan..

=_____= meh, macam lah aku tak macamtu..hahahaha..

Selamat semua!!!! >__<

Bila Kenangan Itu Datang

Semalam, time aku duduk2 dekat balkoni rumah hostel aku, kenangan2 lame datang semule.. Kire macam flashback lah jugak...

Kenapa aku tetibe jadi sentimental? Time tuh tengah hujan gerimis, jadi menggedik teringat lah sekejap =)

Bila aku kenangkan balik, macam2 perkare aku belajar dalam hidup aku 4 tahun lately nih..
And aku bersyukur sebab perkara2 yang nampak buruk itu berlaku kat aku..

On how my life jadi kelam kabut sebab kelalaian aku sendiri..
On how aku musnahkann harapan aku sendiri sebab ikutkan perasaan..
On how aku hampir hilang segala2nya sebab aku terlalu pentingkan orang lain sebelum diri sendiri..

Aku bersyukur sebab along the way, aku tersedar dari khyalan aku sendiri dengan bantuan keluarga, kawan2 rapat dan conscious aku sendiri..

Walaupun tersedar dari khayalan sangat memeritkan, sekurang2nya, aku tak terlalu terlambat walaupon ade yang mengatekan dah terlambat..

Dan aku sangat2 bersyukur kat Allah sebab bagi aku peluang kedua untuk betulkan kesalahan hidup aku, sebab nyaris2 matikan aku kat atas katil operation, sebab bagi aku kekuatan untuk bangun dan terus kejar ape yang aku mahukan, sebab bagi aku akal dan fikiran yang boleh berfikiran jauh..

Aku sangat bersyukur...

Pade aku, janji boleh dibuat bergunung2, tapi nak menepati tue adelah perkare yang amat sukar, jadi aku berjanji pade Allah, pada keluarga, pada kawan2 rapat yang aku akan push myself to the limits...Aku akan kejar semula zaman kegemilangan aku yang aku campak ke tepi kerane kejahilan aku pade mase dulu..

Aku takkan menyesal dengan ape yang berlaku, aku takkan meratap kesedihan yang dah lepas..
Pada aku, aku bersyukur perkare2 yang tak mampu orang lain lalui aku dapat alami..

It was bloody horrible
It was pretty bad
It was devastating
It nearly break me into half all together

But hey, I made it out alive!!!! ^-^

Sekarang aku dah dapat ape aku nak buat, jadi aku akan push my boundaries sampai aku dah worn-out..

Its the only way aku boleh repay back to all the people I owe as a thank you note..

Ape yang aku boleh katekan, Its true ape orang2 cakap dalam buku, kat aku...

'' The only one that could kill you with either words or actions is yourself, not others..Its not how many times you fall, Its the the strength and determination you take to rise up and fly again is what that matters ''