JB!!!! Here I Come

Woo Hoooo..

Just finished packing up my baggage..

Heading back to JB today with the last flight at 9pm..

Yeah..9pm =____=''

I 'accidentally' purchased the last flight...

Oh well,no biggie, stranded at the airport..with full of food lots.. =D

Yummie...Get the idea???

I'd be reaching airport approximately at 1.30pm...

So, I'd be literally camping there for around 7,8 hours...

Hopefully, it won't rain that much today..I hate travelling in rainy weathers...Makes me have a bad omen about it T^T...

Can't wait to meet my parents, grandma, and Suden =D

Hmmm...wondering what grandma's cooking for the Raya Haji tomorrow..

Soto?

Laksa?

Lodeh?

Or maybe everything???? =D

Gotta go..going to grab some breakfast before heading out with Nadia, my roommate..

My sister, Pqa, would be meeting me up around 4pm to catch the same flight..

Will update soon =D

P/S - Alhamdulillah, the Phonology Test was not that hard, next Tuesday, another test would commence =D

Headache

Woke up early this morning to a wet morning..it rained yet again..

Had a slight headache as the night before, I forced myself to absorb more of the Phonology notes T^T

Couldn't get a proper rest, as a result, all these gilberish nightmares came pouring in..

Had a lot on my mind lately..

My close friends always say I tend to worry too much about things I shouldn't..

Scrolled down my playlist..''CLICK CLICK''

''Shattered by Backstreet Boys''

Huh??? My fingers just moved on its own..Owh well, its better then nothing..

My head is still spinning, sipped a gulp or two of water..

Suddenly, everything clicked in  my mind..maybe Im feeling a bit lazy, ok, maybe extra sluggish and lazy because Im going back this weekend..

I miss Mama
I miss Ayah
I miss Ayep
I miss Nenek
and yeahhh..I miss Suden..

Sob..sob..

Would be heading to JB this Thursday..

Hopefully it wouldn't rain that much..

Its nice to have a break with families once in a while..

The last time I saw them was during Raya, which makes it 2, 3 months back I guess..

I often wonder how it felt for the students abroad to not being able to see their partners and families that much..

It must be hard on them at first, I guess, adapting to the situations makes them stronger..

What if I was in their shoes, would I able to not my family that much?

To not miss my partner that much?

Hmm, I wonder..

Ohhh...guess what???

I already know what to talk about for my Public Speaking tomorrow..yeayyy =D

Hopefully, everything would go out as planned...

My mind is too full, to think straight..

If a person asked me their opinion at times like these, I'd surelyy stared back dumbly at them..couldn't function that properly..yes, to that extent...=)

Well, gotta start scrambling for my IEG assignment..which is also DUE by tomorrow..

Everything's due tomorrow..T^T

Well, no point in complaining huh..might as well, shut the heck up and start moving my lazy bum =D

P/S - I can't wait to go back for Raya Haji..classes and notes and Phonology and Intermediate Grammar can wait!!!! Au Revoir =D

Out~

I Need A New Change Of Batteries Please

Awoken to a rainy morning..yet again..

Pulling my body away from the fluffy warmness of my comforter..

A quiet Saturday morning I might add..

Felt I've forgotten some important things..

Oh...

This coming week would surely be a challenging one..

Piles of school works to be done..

And not forgetting, money constraints..

Aiiihhh...the agony..

Nevermind..I'd be home on Thursday..I'd make it somehow..

Budget-eating mode ON =D

At times like these, I'd remeber the good old days when I was still in Penang, where I was left only with RM10 in my wallet..to sustain a week's eating budget..

Sounds ok right? I don't think so..

The downfall was that the only RM10 was for my gas..for Savvy-chan...sigh..

So, for the whole week, I made fried rice for lunch..switching with home made sandwiches in between them which was quite economical I might add..

You see, the main thing I'm trying to point here is, you don't need a million buckaroos to live your daily life..

Its how you live well, and spend the money..that's the main thing..

Nowadays, us tend to think money is everything..Its really saddening to think its everything..

TRUE, money buys you fine food
TRUE, money buys you nice clothes
TRUE, money buys you all the luxurious you could think of

But somehow or rather..

Money CAN'T buy happiness
Money CAN'T buy friendship
Money CAN'T buy true love

Sometimes, I just couldn't understand (I don't know if Im the only one whose naive, or even slow here, correct me if Im wrong) why us people tend to freak out if lets say you are short of money..

Wake up!!! It's not the end of the world or anything..You'll practically live..

Its only the matter how you straighten and plan out your life..

An incident happened to me recently, right in front of my eyes, where, because of money, friendship ties were severed, and end up nastily..

And I was part of it sadly..I didn't know how to react, in the end, I just left it end in an ugly manner..I don't know if it was my fault to begin with, but I felt hurt by the thoughts of because of money, the beautiful friendship was never true to begin with..

To me, you could gain money wherever you go..

But a good education, a lasting relationship, and trust among peers, is earned for a lifetime..NOT bought by money..ask anyone, I bet they'll second my thoughts..I'm no goody-two shoes, but its how I view life..call it from experience if you might say so..

Tried to tell them though..I really did..Just because, I care and loved them..But all I got back was rude comments slapped right at my face...

Maybe to them, I was just a plain dumb, conservative person..too bad..they couldn't see things in my view..

So you see, what Im trying to say here..

Its NOT how much you have that's important, its how WELL you manage your spending to live your life..

Maybe what you have isn't as much as Bill Gates or Donald Trump..

Just be content with what you have..

Have the feeling of gratitude in you, and Im sure, you will see things differently..

Am NOT saying being poor is cool or anything..

Just be content, and grateful..that's all =D

Self indulgence is nice once a while, but too much of it, could spoil you silly, so be wise my friends =)

P/S - This is a good time to tone down all the fatties on my tummy..woo hooo =D

Out~

Postphoned

Just got back from my faculty..

Found out the supposedly Phonolgy test that was supposed to commence at 10.30am was postphoned to Monday..

My God!!!

The agony I was in was unbearable..

Just imagine, studying like mad cows for 3 days straight, absorbing all the terms and transcriptions, and not forgetting the diagrams..then, in the end...CANCELLED T^T

Wow..what a day..

And on next Monday itself, I got a Public Speaking presentation for my LSS class and handing up my IEG Noun Clause assignment..

And to add up the misery..the Phonolgy test, before the Public Speaking presentation..

Nice combo man @__@

Looking at the bright side of it, I guess, I have extra time to study more..

Well, looking at my reflection at mirror just now, I noticed my eyes are beginning to resemble of somewhat of a panda =D

Essential resting and snoring is on the list for today's menu..

Books, can wait..hahahaha =D

Luckily, the sun is up and shining..for now, that is...

Nice weather to be all warm and lazy..

Can't wait to be back home next Thursday..

Miss everyone..especially Suden, my beloved cat..

Until then..

Out~

P/S - Get well soon Suden!!! Don't forget to eat your meds =D

Oh My God!!! We Are Flooding!!!!!

Oh..oh..

Its raining yet again...

Morning, it would be all nice, hot and shining..

Afternoons till nightime would be a mix between either thunderstorms, blizzard or even winds..

Thank God, there aren't hail stones or tornados bashing the campus area =D

Usually the attire at night would be sweaters and track suit pants..

No more skimpy tops or shorts..hahaha =D

Everyone seems to be sluggish and soo lazy to attend noon classes that would be raining..

As Im posting this, its raining cats and dogs outside, with thunder and lightning (and yet, Im still in front of my lappy..aiiihh)

Phonology class that was postphone to 5pm seems soo farfetched to be attended..

Have to!!!!! Im not that good in Phonolgy..Cannot go lazy-lazy...

My eyes are getting heavier..ohh..the condition is so nice to sleep in..

Setting the time at 4pm, so I won't miss class...

Umbrella...check
Sweater...check
Non-slip slippers...check

Yesterday, my house was nearly flooded..the pipes were clogged, so it seems..

Retreating to bed now..until then =D

Out~

Vain Vain

I was awoken rudely by th elightning outside my window..

Deshmit!! T^T

How I hate lightning..scared the living daylights out of me..

Tried to roll back and forth in my comforter to get some sleep..

Which failed miserably..again...

The past three days, Ive been hibernating, study, sleep, and continuation of hibernating..

NOT GOOD PEOPLE!!!! NOT GOOD!!!

Ehh, what's this?? Felt a lil heavier..

Aiyoooo!!! Im getting fat ah???? T^T

Got to pick up a new sport or something...sheeshh..

Its been raining constantly these past 3 days, which is good..considering the fact its quite humid here sometimes..

Class would commence at 10.30am, but Im still in my pyjamas, staring outside my windows..

The rain's still pouring in, and the weather made it look like it's just 7 past something in the morning..

I bet there'd be others that would go missing their classes with this type of weather =D

Mind me, Im just rambling my way through..

OH!! OH!!!

By the way, I FINALLY finished the blardy Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol book, which took me like a month and a half, nearly 2 months to finish it T^T *the longest reading done for a book* 

The storyline???? Damn epic I tell you..

But for the weak hearted and impatient, get the heck away from this one..

It would make you want to throw it to the nearby walls..=D

Its practically a labyrinth, maze whatever you want to call..O___o

The reason for my late-finish???

I had to practically Wiki-ed or Google-d almost everything...

The facts I mean, in the books, are mind boggling..

When I finished the book, I slept for 4 HOURS!!!! To soothe my poor brain that was fried =D

Give it a go if you insist..you have been warned =)

P/S - Felt lame cause Mr Rascal finished it in a day T^T..sob..sob..

Out~

Aiyayayayai

Its a wonderful cool Saturday morning..

Looks like its going to rain pretty soon..

Practically slept the whole day thru yesterday..its a norm when I overnight the day before..let's just say its a way to stabilize my sleeping time =D

In the last post, I mentioned about the problems I have to deal right?

Well, good news was, I mangaed to get thru the situation with some help..Can't say I can handle them all by myself..For that, I am grateful..

Im glad I was surrounded by great people..That cares for my welfare..Its nice to know that once in a while =D

Taken his advice to not make enemies..His words were..

''We are here to make friends..not enemies..Its ok to make more friends..but not enemies..k''

Somehow, when he said those words, I suddenly felt calmer, and I could rationalize my thinking..

Thank you dear..

And not forgetting my supportive housemates, who's been there when I was practically went berserk =3

I guess, all you need in the end was a bit of love and support in your system..

Ohh and as for the 'problems'??

I got the laugh last in the end..How I managed to do so?

Lets just say, a bit of silent treatment and lecturing did the job..

Untill then, got to finish reading The Lost Symbol for now..been ages to finish this good book..  

Out~

Shit Happens

So, here I am again..Posting up after abandoning my blog for quite some time..

Not that I don't have anything to write about..But I guess, I THINK I could handle all the measly stuff on my own..

Been a bit busy these couple of weeks..with reading materials, reviews and constant paper works..Not that Im complaining, cause I really wholeheartedly enjoyed doing them..

These couple of days, Ive been really irritated and annoyed at the same time with a couple of colleagues of mine..It starts as a small speck of problem, getting worse everyday unattended..

Frankly speaking, its taking a toll of me..

From downright everything..

Be it friendship, relationship and so on..

Yes, I am no GOD, I am no SAINT, and Im just human..

What irks me the most in my entire lifespan, is NOT the fact that I am plain dumb when it comes to shopping, or even NOT the fact that I am NOT that smart when it comes to figures...

NO...
Want to give it a guess??? Yes? No?

Well...Scroll on down then..

1. I LOATHE..yes..not HATE people..LOATHE..when people (am using general terms here, so, go figure) when you make all these lame excuses up to my face and thinking Im dumb..

HELLLLOOOOO!!!! Do I look like a blond bloke to you? Im sorry if you think I am...

Moving on..

2. I LOATHE...again, strong words....you think-youre-sooooo-good-of a-people makes empty promises and breaking them in the end...

Ohooo...Is that a fun thing to do I wonder..making promises here and there and thinking I won't remember each and single one of them..Ohhhh youre sooo dead wrong..

I dont mind..let me empasize that, I DON'T FUC**ING MIND if you can't do the things that you think could make me happy..Im contented with what I have...I really don't mind..and when I say I DON'T MIND, I REALLY DON'T!!!!...

Why laaaaaaaaaaaa...you have to make promises to me...

Its painful, everytime, you keep making promises and promises and promises...*sigh*..

Moving on again..

3. It ANNOYS the living daily lights of me when you screech, wail like a banshee and curse all the time!!!..
 Deshmit!!! I'll get deaf before I'm 23...where's your fucking manners la????

Don't your parents educate you well enough????

I DON'T GIVE A HOOT, if you would think Im a skema or so on..

Go blab somewhere else..

Im NOT saying IM TOO GOOD myself..or TOO PERFECT on everything..I admit that..but I try HARD to improve everything everyday..call me a perfectionist if you want to..I don't give a damn..

I can say soo much but yet, I can't do a thing about it..

If I CAN sacrifice my time and everything to prioritize what's FAR important..why can't you???

Is it that so important to abandon your responsibilities??? Grow up..please!!!!

I think Ive said that much, its suffocating, am heading to MMU now...

Out~