Karangan Aku~

The downfall of someone..
Doesnt mean the end of her..

It might be the rebirth..
Or..
It might be the death of her..

As she stood on the cliff of her life..
She stared sky up to the blank pages of her life..

Pondering..
Wondering..
Sighing..

She watched him go by past her..
Silence..
Turning around..
She was only greeted by his back..
Walking away..

The girl wanted to cry..
Wanted to scream..
Wanted to runaway...
Wanted to breakdown..

But she's unwilling to do so..
Because, she knows, people that cares..
Would be sad because of her..
Would cry because her..

So, she puts up a brave front..
Do silly things..
Tells stupid jokes..
And smiles widely for them..

As her life starts to crumble..
The girl stood silently..
Watching her life fall apart..
What would she do?
Too much chaos in her life..

The girl just stood there..
Too frightened to look back..
Too scared to move on..

Will her decisions backfire again this time?
She won't know..
She wouldn't know..
Unless she decides to get through it..
Or runaway..

As the pieces of rubbles falls onto her..
She decides not to runaway...
As it hits her..

Tears streams down her face..
Blood oozes from her bleeding heart..
Trying to seek some sort of calmness from all of it..

And she snaps into reality..
Dusting herself up..
She decides to walk on..
Moving on with her life..

The bruises will heal..
The pain will go away..
But the scars would be there with her..
Forever..
As a reminder of her actions..

She walks towards the light..
Smiling to herself..
The decision she chooses..
The consequences she would face..
Everything's going to be alright..

The downfall of her..
Seems to be the birth of her new self..

She had found her peace..
Finally..

Out~