Let's Reminisce 2009 Shall We?

Yeah..I know..

It's new year's eve!!!

I remembered it was just like yesterday 2009 kicks in..

And here I am, ushering in 2010 in and passing 2009 by =D

Well, how's my 2009 you say???

For starters, to sum it all up..

I could say..NO..what I meant to say~

IT WAS ONE HELL OF A RIDE!!!!

Follow me for a brief glimpse of my 2009 if you love to stick around  to know me better =)

FEBRUARY

= The most crucial time of my life..I was diagnosed with Acute Sinusitis@Rhinosinusitis..Was admitted into 2 different hospitals (Penang General Hospital = 4 days and Johor Specialist Hospital = 6 days ) and underwent an FESS surgery to remove the polyp that was literally stuck somewhere behind the base of my brain (sounds cool eyh?..NOT T^T..It hurts like hell people!!)

'' Lookie here!!! Me cool hand got stabbed..Want to be like me?? =D ''

MAY

= Start of a new life...Turning over a new leaf..call it whatever you want..Was accepted to do a one year foundation course into a varsity..Finally doing TESL..Something I've always wanted..Met new people..Had new housemates..Learned to be more accepting, more responsible, and learning step by step not to look back that frequent..For the first time, I slowed down in my life of rushness to get everything perfect, and try to enjoy life as it is, bit by bit..Accepting sincerely, people are not always perfect like we want them to be =D

 '' My housemates + me on campus celebrating The Mooncake Festival ''

JUNE

= Met someone new..After 6 months being widowed..Hahaha..Describing him??? He loves to entertain me =D..Is that enough??..Love you bunches Mr Rascal..For this coming 2010, I wish you the best of luck in your studies, with paintball you adore soo much, and not forgetting your COD4 frenzy battles with fellow Freedom Fighter Force (FFF) <3

'' Me and Mr Rascal..May we reach our goals in life!! Amin =D ''

JULY

= I got a present from my cat, Suden!!!! No words could describe the 'special' moment that was given..See the picture yourself =D Nonetheless, I STILL LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE SUDEN<3

'' No biggie Mom!!! It's just a scratch =) ''

 '' Or maybe not T^T..Ouchhhhhh...Got scarred for life..Ohh well =) ''

 OCTOBER

= I obtained my first semester results and it was AMAZING!!! Alhamdulillah..CGPA 3.4..It's a good start..Proud of myself..See!!! I'm not stupid..I can excel if I want to =)..Gotta work extra hard for the next incoming finals which would start on 110110..Suddenly, the dream of studying abroad is beyond reach...Maintain..maintain.. =) I'm gonna do my family proud..NO MORE BLUNDERS!!!! Yeahhhh

'' Yeahhh!!! Kiss my flunks goodbye mister..I'm gonna soar the skies soon =D ''

NOVEMBER

= Went back to celebrate Raya Hajj with family..Its been a while since the whole lot gathered as one happy family =D..Although it was short, it was certainly memorable =) I love my family..Won't trade them for anything..pronto.. =D

 '' Family is like watermelon...uhh..I think soo =D..Sweet and juicy and big..yummy *no idea what I'm blabbing about..maybe I'm just hungry*~ hahaha ''

 DECEMBER

= Well, its a pretty hectic month for me I might say, brought back Savvy-chan to campus...Brought 'him' for a spin..Its good to drive 'him' back...Love you Savvy-chan <3 I promise to take care of you >3<..

Would be busy preparing for my finals that would start on 110110 until 140110..Wish the best of luck for me..I pray to Allah 2010 would bring prosperous to my whole family, loved ones, and friends...

Let us be more than what we are..Pushing boundaries shall we =)

Ohh...I have to work on my new year resolution soon...

I'll share once I've complete it..

Until then..

WELCOME 2010!!! 

THANK YOU, AND GOODBYE 2009 FOR EVERYTHING =D

YOU SHALL BE DEARLY MISSED FOR YOU TAUGHT ME VALUEABLE LESSONS ON LIFE =)

Out~

Beauty Sleep

Oh today..I have an exciting story to tell..

Well, sort of exciting to me =D

Hussshh..don't kill the mood =)

Yesterday, after procrastinating for months and months and months and..(yeah..we got you, move with it!!) of the-so-to-called-want-to-buy-a-new-pillow, I FINALLY FINALLY bought one!!!!

Horayyyy =D

Well, the truth is, I was a cheapo!! IM SORRY for being one =D

I literally used my allowance for the pillow on dining..hahahaha..typical me =D

That's why my body's getting sideways, not taller..aiiihhhh *truth hurts*

Oh..oh..the pillow I bought was on half priced 70% discount..

From RM80+-ish to only RM19+..See!!! Good bargain right??? *Qla!!! You're a cheapskate!!*

'' My pillow is somewhat that fluffy-white type *the lady there is just for illustration purpose and to hold up the pillow =D* ''

I even NAMED my new pillow *cause I wanted too..bweekk =p* to PuPu-chan!!!!

Don't ask me why I chose that name..I woke up this morning, and the name just popped out from my brain =D..

I even bought a BLACK FROGGY!!!!

I'll post about it on the next post =D

I am truly a girl with a super young heart =D

Ohh...for your information, the Black Froggy is my FIRST plushie toy I bought for this year!!!

Yes, 2009 is almost coming to an end, and here I am buying some plushie T^T

Due to the fact I have TOO MANY plushies at home, Mom forbids me to buy anymore plushies =D

Ohh..before you cut my allowance Dad!!!, I bought the Plushie at Daiso!!!

Meaning, it's just RM5!!!! And NO, I didn't burn a hole in my wallet =D

P/S - Can't wait to have another session of night sleeping wih PuPu-chan..Hurry up and go down quickly Mr Sun =D

Out~

I Can't Sleep Just Thinking Of You

This fella is making me crazy..

I can't sleep of not think of him T^T

Out~

Lazy Bum Bum

Just came back from the Bursary to pay up my semester fees..

RM2080..

Bloody expensive =___=''

I can literally bathe in french fries with that sum of money..*sigh*

Ohh well, it's for education right?

So, no harm done there *suddenly, I can hear mumbles by Dad on the importance of education and how hard it is to find money these days* *sighhhhh*

No worries Mummy and Daddy!!! This ol' chap right here is gonna score some worthy A's this semester..Insyaallah =) *British accent is used here =D*

Stopped by the library to return some books..And borrowed some more..

I can't resist the smell of books..Just itching to either borrow, or buy them..*it's ok not to read them tho =D*

Yesterday, I went to an Indian friend of mine's birthday party..well, it's not a Zouk kinda style party mind you..

Just a nice, small, traditional, birthday celebration...

Thanks Devinii for inviting!!! This post is dedicated for you =D

 '' Me and womanly Dev in a Saree!!!! ''

The food was scrumptious!!!

There was Dhal, Nasi Briyani, Mutton, and the best of all, loads of POTATOES in the dishes =D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Im a pig when it comes to potatoes =D..yeah..bite me for it*

It was my first time attending this kind of celebration..

According to one of Dev's cousins *didn't get his name..sorry*, the celebration was to commemorate the step to adulthood..They believed that 21 is the riping age of a girl to a woman..

It depends on the family too..some family still practices this tradition,as some don't..

It was really nice to see other cultures aside from Malay's =D

Refreshing =)

Sorry for the lack of updates lately as my Firefox went PMS on me *I had to configure and install the latest version for it to start working again*

P/S - I'm getting fatter and heavier...I need to exercise pronto..If only I had the will to do so..Everytime I want to jog, I'll end up jogging on the bed =D

Out~

Swoooosshhhh

Yeah...

Im soo relieved...

The reading review had been submitted...

Im also done with the Christmas crapping carol-ling for Phonology class..

Still stuck with Intermediate Grammar presentatation this evening, and maybe rehersal for the play tonight..

If you're wondering how the carol-ling went..

Well, we had fun, certainly..

The class practically laughed due to..due to..

Aiihhh...no words could describe the horror...

Well, below's the link for the video..

I do not know whether you guys could acceess it or whatsover..

Cause I practically privated my profile on Facebook..

So, if you're eager to really really see the outstanding funny crappy of Christmas version ala Tesl, then do add me at Aqilah Norain..

Don't worry, I won't bite hard =D

Click Me For The Video

P/S - Is preparing for 2.30pm's Intermediate Grammar presentation...goosebumps+nervous..get a grip laaaa...as if it's the first presentation in your life =D *drama queen*

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Im Soooooooooooo Relieved

Wahhhh..Im soo relieved my novel review is done..

You have no idea how torturing it was to procrastinate the 8 pages of tedious summarizing of 99 chapters in a book..

Yes!!! 99 chapters into just 8 pages..

My brain is totally pruned from all the summarizing work =D

Review down...

Tomorrow afternoon, I'll be Christmas carol-ling...

For Phonology...

What??? You think for fun is it???

Marks for coursework la weii....

Yes, I'll be crapping the heck with my fellow friends in front of others to impress the lecturers..

Well, it ain't that bad...

For a fact, should be fun..

Loosen up a bit..Ceeeeehhhh..cehhhh...Lies!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S - My dad..yes my DAD..owns a bloody Facebook account..OMG!!!!!.. Freaking excited =D...Yeah..he added me looohh

Out~

Being Nice Sometimes Doesn't Pay Much

Read the title?

Enough said..

Out~

Piles Of Work

Fwahh..

I got a handful of jobs to do..

Come here mood!!!!! I need you!!!!

Got to start working on the piles of assignments before it crashes on me =D

Lemme see the list..

Humm...

Review writing..

Musical drama..

Tests..

And...scattering here and there to attend functions..

Ohh well, I guess that's just the life of me =D

Not going to trade for anything...hehe >_<

This post is LAME..sorry for wasting your time reading =)

Just felt like typing away..

Out~

Grieving

I received the bad news yesterday..

I was too stunned to even move..

I thought Mama was merely joking..

Comforting myself, I brought myself to sleep..

Last night, I dreamt of 'him'..

'He' sat beside me..

Like always..

As I pat 'him' gently, caressing 'his' head lovingly..

I awoke this morning..feeling like it was real..

Had the urge to call Dad..just felt like it..

Asking how he's doing and everything..Mama just reached KLIA the same morning..

Dad told me about 'him'..

I desperately held back my tears the whole time..swallowing..practically swallowing deep breaths while talking to Dad..

I didn't want him to worry..

Dad tried to soothe me down..I know he meant well....

Try as I may, my tears kept streaming down while I was chatting with Dad..

I tried desperately to control my voice, so it won't hear that obvious I was crying..

It hurts..very badly..I won't try to deny that..

I walked to the very edge of the corridor, so my classmates won't notice I had been crying..

The whole time during class, I kept biting my lips, until it bleeds, to keep me from crying again..

I don't know why, the pain seeps deeply through me..

Like a part of me had just died..

I'd be praying for 'his' safety..

Until then, I would always love you..

Always..

P/S - Please give me some time to grive =___=

Out~

Happy Anniversary To Us

Im heading to One Utama today to grab some stuff Ive been meaning to buy..

No..not buying clothes or shoes..

Im partially broke to shop leisurely =D

I wonder when I'll have the chance to wear those Gladiator Wedges (I swear I wasn't in the 'correct' state of mind when I bought these..even Mr Rascal was shocked..me?? buying shoes?? Pffftt) of mine..tee hee =D

Because I'll be driving, I'll just wear my Wedgie Sandals for today =)

Ohhh..by the way..

Happy anniversary Mr Rascal..

Ich Liebe Dich...Sarang Heyo..Love You

May our relationship blossoms for eternal..

P/S - Im praying I won't be THAT broke after coming back from One Utama..hehehehe =D

Out~

Blardy Bored

I have a car..

Parked outside my apartment..

But Im soo TOO lazy to drive anywhere..

I'm seriously bored..

My brain is about to rot anytime soon (ok, that's a bit exaggerating..hahaha =D)

My mind is clot with workloads I should be worried about..

Aihhhh...

It's so freaking hot here..

I so want to roll on the toilet floor in times like these (but, it's unhygienic to do so lahhh)

Sat on the edges of my window in my room the other night..

I was SOOOOO tempted to jump down from the edge..

Why???

NO!!! I didn't fought with my partner..
NO!!! I'm not under stress or so whatever =D

Just the adrenaline rush kicking in..

It's been a while since I wall-climbed, or played hockey, or even ice skate..

The rush is accumulating thickly in my veins I guess (chewaaahh..lame excuse =p)

Aiiiyyyoooo...Im gonna die out of boredom la wehhhh T___T

Suddenly felt like having a round or two of paintball session..

Do people die from excessive adrenaline in their body, people??

Do they ??? =D

Just a thought..hehehe..

P/S - Yes, yes, I promise not to jump from the balcony or windows or see-saw myself with a knife to counter the boredom =D...

OmgWtfBbq!!!!!!

Yesterday's Phonology Stand-Up Comedy presentation was an utter disaster!!!!!!!!!

I feel like stabbing myself with a pocket knife there and then and pray for a truck to hit me next..

Im not trying to be dramatic or so..

Picture this..

Youre in front of a MASSIVE crowd consisting of approximately 60, 70, more or less pairs of eyes..

Ohh, and not forgetting another 3 set of eyes whose judging your every moves...

Yes, the lecturers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And to top it off, it was raining heavily, windy, and I was literally screaming my head off delivering the jokes..

It was freaking hard because it was done in the Rotunda (well, its a some sort of open space hall in the middle of the faculty..the heart of the building if you might say)

I was nervous as heck..

And I do not know if my pronunciation or annunciation was correct...

Well,  its over by then, so, no use worrying about it eh =D

The lecturer was super pissed off at the class after the whole presentation was over..

We were practically 'deep-fried' by him..

Well, couldn't blame him..

Somehow, we sort of made him ashamed in front of the other lecturers..

The presentation was 'contaminated' by some dirty jokes by irresponsible people...

For god's sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The guy reminded us NOT to NUMEROUS times!!!!

Which part of a dumb-ass are you????

Sheeessshhh..thanks to you, the next class thinks we are 'dirty' people..

And the lecturer would probably FAIL most of us in this task...

Bravo!!! Idiot..

Well, the next 2 weeks would be a roller coaster ride for us all..

In line, news-casting, singing, and musical drama..and that alone is for Phonology..

Not forgetting the tests, the up-coming public speaking, and etc..etc..

Gotta perform better for the rest!!!..

Chaiyo!!!!

P/S - I need to consume more junk-food to soothe the nervousness..The cow-poop odour and palm trees isn't working anymore =D 

Out~

Go Away Misery

Im getting dragged down every minute that went by..

Almost constantly hearing couples arguing here and there..

Its taking a toll on me..

I know its non of my business..

Roommates' fighting constantly with their partner..

And classmates' too..

I hate when people fight with each other..

Somehow, it radiates waves that are very negative all around them..

All those icky black hatred..

Somehow, I just wanted them to stop..

PLEASE!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!

Everytime I overheard their conversation, I feel light headed, nauseated and the feeling of puking is too high..

I'll be running out from either my classroom, or my own room to get some fresh air..

I myself, admits, of not having a somehow perfect relationship with my partner..

Telling myself not too depend too much on people..

Somehow, a mechanism of self defense for myself..call it selfish if you want to..I don't give a damn..

Maybe one would say, ''Hey, you learn by getting hurt''..

Well, that's all in the past, and its plain bullshit..

Maybe the PREVIOUS old me would be agreeing on the statement..but not the PRESENT me..

A long time ago, someone told me, that I won't be with anyone because I'm too independent..

Well, you're wrong, I am still standing strong after numerous downfalls because I am independent..I accept my failures and go on with my life..

Unlike you...you poor soul, whose still finding your purpose in life..

Unlike you..you poor soul, whose always constantly running away from reality in life..

Sometimes, when I saw my own reflection, I always ask what I wanted in my life..

Money?
Love?
Education?

Which?

Wants..Needs...

Completely 2 different things..

I know what I need..and I know my wants..

And right now, my list of wants is getting decreased..

I had to discard everything I DON'T NEED..

I had to..I don't want to.. But I had to..

I CAN'T afford another failure...NO MORE..

Maybe the so-called love can also wait..

Well, I can safely say that..

Love makes me tired..

TIRED...pronto..

I might become the on-call girlfriend..again..

Being 'summoned' only whenever needed..

Well, we'll just see what happens next..

I have too much things on my hands right now, assignments, tests, and managing the musical drama to even care about irrelevant things..

P/S - To my peeps, if you're unable to contact me, or I went missing all of a sudden, fret not, I just need some time to sort my works..I'd appreciate if you'd try to understand my decisions..Doesn't mean I am discarding you from my life, I just need some time..Thank you

Out~

My Raya Hajj

It's been a while since I last posted up anything..

Happy belated Raya Hajj everybody =D..

Hope your celebration was as hectic and fun as mine..

My celebration was a pretty jam-packed one I might add..

My flight which was supposedly depart at 9.10pm was delayed almost an hour later due to the previous flight from Macau was delayed for God-knows-what reason T^T..

Luckily beforehand, me and my sis, ok..I lied there..Me myself stuffed my tummy with a good load of food..We hang out for a couple of hours at Oldtown White Coffee, eating almost EVERYTHING on the menu...which later cost me up to RM60 (crazy, us people =D)

I reached home basically at 2am..YES!!!! 2am!!! I was soo freaking tired, had a quick hot bath and slept like a log..

Awaken on the day itself by Ayah at 5.30am..

Which means, I only had roughly 3 hours of sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was sleep deprived on Raya Haji itself..pity me...

Had to go to Nenek's house to help her with the food preparations..

So, at 6am, on a chilly morning, I was driving on the almost empty roads with my sister (whose half-asleep) beside me...

We made a pretty heap loads of food on that day...

Nasi Tomato
Mi Rebus
Soto
Laksa
and a bit of Rendang...

I was too tired and preoccupied on that day, I was practically in my PJ's the whole day and NOT in my baju kurung..hahaha...

All in all, the celebration was a blast, going back home once in a while is fun =D

Can't wait for the next visit back home..toodles..

Out~